Nothing came true.
It wasn't an enjoyable weekend for me. Again, I sacrificed a few things, made some arrangements, cancelled some dates just to make this short trip possible. The chat was ok. I'm glad it didn't turn out awkward. I was afraid we had nothing to say but in the end, we could chat from food to houses to plans and hopes. What upsets me is that there were no longer chemistry... not a tiny spark! Haiz, of course, i put on hopes because I made sacrifices.
Everytime there's an activity to do.. I'm like doing it alone. No sense of pleasure and enjoyment. The feeling like, i could have used my weekend to do something better. At least made myself laugh....
Grace Lee, this is to tell you, think twice next time, is this friendship worth your effort anymore! Next time an invitation or offer comes, please look back at today's experience and think for yourself, if he would have done any of this for you?
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