爱君如梦

不准我讲 请准我想像  梦到底比真实欢畅
 

知得太多 便换来失望  梦至少比醒来开朗

只想找一双手臂当床 暂时让我躺
 

爱若是沉重 开心不过能做梦

就算超出可担当的体重
 

巴掌也都不痛  分手也都不痛
 

但掠过梦中  亦会面红
 

我只记得 快乐如闪电  梦里摆 一千场喜宴

要是明天 再没明天  不必想起爱的缺点

不敢妄想被别人倾慕 但至少可真实一舞

美梦成真 美梦成假

不管真假举起了脚步 暂时未跌倒

 

 

梦 . 可以 . 收藏心中最美丽的画面.........

Rainbow before the Rain

At one point of life, I lost hope. Feelin like I couldn't go any further from where I am now. I keep tryin new things, hoping for a change to take place, but it all brought me back to the same starting point. The outcome has alwiz been disappointing only each time I pick myself up faster. Yet, its suffocating, I was desperate for a breakaway.
Then I came upon a chance to feel a lil warmth, see a lil light. I tot to myself, tis could be the end of the tunnel.I'll take it slow tis time. I will cherish even while i'm in de dark. I appreciated it. Somehow it gave me a reason to slow down and find out if you could be that better place.
I like it when I found that smile in me again after quite some time. I like it to know that everyday is the same old day except that you became the lil difference in each and everyday. I like it when birthdays come once a lifetime, and I had the honour of marking down one of your lifetimes! I like it when journey can be long or short, but u became the beginning and the end.
Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you had something for me. But maybe, just maybe, maybe I'm just tired of being alone. I hated to be on my own. I wish tis time God's for real... give me a guardian angel. Is it gonna be a joke again?
When you asked me de other day what was wrong, I smile and said nothing. When you turn around, a tear came down and I whispered to myself.... everything is!

陽帆 / 江蕙...一種感覺

刚看 Mr. J 频道觉得这首歌很可爱

有的时候我感觉你好温柔
有的时候我又感觉
你对我是如此的冷漠无法捉摸
为了什么请告诉我

 

虽然你对我是真的不错
可是我还无法接受为何
不先做个普通的好朋友
说声抱歉你的关怀我留在心中

 

我感觉我好寂寞
请你不要对我沉默

我只能对你摇摇头
我的拒绝不会伤害你什么

也许我们彼此了解不够多

 

就让那份感觉留在期待之中

再编织着美丽的梦
这种感觉在不言中

 

难熬的 Weekdays!

星期一离开家的暖暖被窝，都有不舍的感觉。。想念的是周末的自由。
星期二思念少一点点， 尽量对新的星期充满盼望。。。希望平安度过。

星期三寂寞开始渗入，来到一个星期的“中”点，却好像很久没你的消息了。
星期四希望能撑过难熬的工作日子，因为我真的想你了。。。
星期五的我比较放松，因为找到一个send 短讯的理由！
周末让我放肆。。。。期待快乐星期天！

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough - Yan Zi

I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.

I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

Like a fool who will never see the truth,

I keep thinking something's gonna change.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

There's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's their heart you can't touch.

 

你想表达什么

每次朝你走前一步; 就怕踩到你的界线

而你的界线却每天不停地在改变

没有勇气去知道真正的答案,因为怕受伤,所以逃避

 

 

 

 

省回...

开始看开什么都不由自己做主，因为早已安排
而自己也不用辛苦去为事情的发生而难过，因为早已有安排
很好的例子：
有一天我睡迟了，遇到大塞车而迟到
结果第二天我特别早出门，但是人家车祸造成塞车，我也迟到
那几天老板以为我都爱迟到，事实我有用心，却不如天算
我努力也中招，随意也中招
发生也是要接受，没有发生也要接受
拥有也要感恩，没有也要感恩
所以一句讲完，“神啊， 你点话点好啦！”



Staring into the night; All alone but that's alright;
         Its just the feeling deep inside that I don't like 

陶吉吉 - 祝你幸福

请你别再装傻
遇见我不必那么虚假
你有什么好尴尬
你又在利用我的心太软
你忘恩负义还用谎言报道我

你轻易就 忘掉你的承诺
我们的爱象保险套
用过就被丢掉
再提起过去一切我只感到无聊

我不要一直听你说我没有他的好
更不会祝福你俩快乐的活到老
好戏在后面你就等着瞧

我没你想像的那么好搞
我劝你不要再多说他对 你多好
以后别哭着回头把我找
我祝你们一辈子都快乐

No balls !

Long I have been prepared for the day he would announced "in-a-relationship"
I knew I had to be ready to face the fact anytime....Yet, when I saw it tis morning, I was taken aback.
I'm glad I did had the "found-out" effect...
I was practically alright, can eat, can joke, and deep within me it wasnt bothering me...
except the fact that the gal he was in-a-relationship with, is the gal I suspected from the start,
and he deny-ing even before I start! Well, he could've lie of coz...
what more, this gal had the same problem as I did, maybe even worse, yet, he still chose her, WTF?!!

Anyhow, I sincerely tell you, I will not bless ur new life,
because, I dun tink U know what u are doin.
But I will wish you good luck, so that u can handle this relationship
well, so that u will not hurt another person!

Blue - You make wanna

To start it off i know you know me,

to come to think of it, it was only last week

that i had a dream about us, oh

thats why im here, im editing this song

To tell the truth you know I've been hurting all along,

someway let me know, you want me

Well i know that these feelings wont end now

they'll just get stronger if i see you again

Baby im tired of being friends

I wanna know if you feel the same,

and could you tell me do you feel my pain?

Dont leave me in doubt

Everytime you see me what do u see?

i feel like im a poor gal and you're the king,

oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need,

baby thats why...

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night

you make me wanna hold you till the morning light

I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,

you're the first and last thing on my mind

You make me wanna love,

you make me wanna fall,

You make me wanna surrender my soul

Somebody's Miracle

Liz Phair

I'm so far, so far away from it now
That it seems like I may never know how
Each frog has a prince just waiting inside of him

There goes somebody's miracle
walking down the street
There goes some other fairy tales
I wish it could happen to me
But I look at myself and tink what the hell
Wonderin if I'm just too weak
To have such faith in myself
You know I'm prayin for it

I keep my tears to myself

Clown

I hate playing guessing games. I duno what you are tinking, I duno what's happening there. I duno why you do certain things certain ways, I duno why you tink you got the right to play with people's feelings. I certainly duno why I was in the game in the first place.

Its just a simple question, so hard to reply?
Although I told myself many times, just a concern, dun nid to expect anything, and so when I least expected, you became so hot. When I expect sth, you became cold. WTF!!! I really feel like spitting all this to you...I just din do it becoz I dun wanna ruin tis frenship. You dun try to guess what I'm up to, and dun try to make decisions for me. If u wan answer, u ask. Friendship is mutual, if we are both comfortable, why bother other factor? Damn it.

Really feel like I'm a clown. Each time I show my care, it looks like I've given to empty space....I cant even hear a sound or see a light of where did my care gone to. Definitely disappointed. Extremely heart broken. Not because of the unexpected outcome, but of why we cannot handle it like adults!!

梁静茹 - 你会不会

房间是你的气息 你还没醒
静静的头挨着你 你伸手握我手心
这是真的 还是种梦境
被捧在手心 还是不确定
爱来来去去 走走停停 无论多小心
说过不放感情 直到我遇见你
这不是运气 是种默契 却让我恐惧

OH 你会不会 热情往往会减退 对不对

遗憾变暖意 暖意变泪滴
泪滴变成钻石 我珍惜被你珍惜
爱 是水晶 好透明又怕被跌碎的心
偷偷窃喜 屏住呼吸

爱来来去去 走走停停 无论多小心

说过不放感情 不再患得患失

这不是运气 是种笃定 更怕会失去

OH 你会不会 热情往往会减退 对不对