Clown

I hate playing guessing games. I duno what you are tinking, I duno what's happening there. I duno why you do certain things certain ways, I duno why you tink you got the right to play with people's feelings. I certainly duno why I was in the game in the first place.

Its just a simple question, so hard to reply?
Although I told myself many times, just a concern, dun nid to expect anything, and so when I least expected, you became so hot. When I expect sth, you became cold. WTF!!! I really feel like spitting all this to you...I just din do it becoz I dun wanna ruin tis frenship. You dun try to guess what I'm up to, and dun try to make decisions for me. If u wan answer, u ask. Friendship is mutual, if we are both comfortable, why bother other factor? Damn it.

Really feel like I'm a clown. Each time I show my care, it looks like I've given to empty space....I cant even hear a sound or see a light of where did my care gone to. Definitely disappointed. Extremely heart broken. Not because of the unexpected outcome, but of why we cannot handle it like adults!!