What would you do?

The other day I went to watch the movie "Source Code"

# Its about a guy who became the government's experiment that enables him to live the final 8 minutes to find out who is responsible and prevent a bombing attack. #
He did ask, what would you do if you had one minute left?

Although, not many can really live like dat... but then I really think sometimes if we can think like dat, a lot of things can be done, a lot of question can be save asking, and a lot of "misunderstanding" can be understood!
If we dun have much time left, would you still consider if each other is over the dilemma situation, then only u start talking again?
Would you still consider to give each other time, time and more time?
Would u consider your reputation more important than your relationship? All aspect of r'ship, not just BG r'ship. Otherwise, all these are bullshit!!
If you have not much time left, you would have said "I love you" who cares if u failed, coz you may think I've got nothing to lose anymore.
If you have not much time left, you would have said "I'm sorry" whole hearted-ly, coz you may think you dun wanna end your journey with a single regret.
If you have not much time left, you would have said everything single word from your heart, coz you know there may never be a second chance.

So then why cant we live life this way? Coz we know we still have time? Then we're wasting it...
Coz we may turn out "paiseh"? Then we're not being honest to ourself and to that person.
Coz Asians dun usually talk that way...? Then why not?
In fact, even if u cant / dare not speak that way, you shud not despise if someone had the guts to talk to you that way...! Accept it with open mind. Sometimes just listen to what the girl have to say..she might just wanna tell u a simple message. As simple as the words she say.

Total Exclipse of the Heart

This few days, thank God for friends who still check if I'm alive...
I'm really much better in the sense i can still function normally. Only thing is that my mind is still constantly tinking. It kills me to know that the person is so close to you yet the heart is so distance. I keep tinking of many possibilities. But I guess, i'm just waiting for myself to be overwhelmed and then i will slowly slowly learn to let go. Guess that's my personality. When I fall ill I would oso take my time to rest, try to heal myself, try to see if I can handle it my own. Unlike my sister, one sound of cough, she's off to the doctor. She always say, faster see doctor, faster get well; faster get well, faster back to work. To me, I tot sickness will eventually heal... doctor is only there to help. So are my frens.. They are the ones making the healing process faster. The faster I get well, the faster I move on ...

Life - what comes and goes, nothing is permanent!

Big Big Girl

I can see the first leave fallin
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like de way I'm feeling inside

Outside it's now rainin
and tears are fallin from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing
If you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will miss you much
Miss you much......

Chapter 2

今天天空灰似心情
两个礼拜的内心挣扎，情绪波动，今天告一段落。
我冷静了下来，往后看了这几个月来发生的趣事。
谢谢你的关心，一 直没有告诉你，我很喜欢，谢谢！
可能你还没想到该怎么做
可能一路来是我一厢情愿以为你对我很特别
可能我真的寂寞很久了所以你的关心,我太在意！
我想谢谢你， 还是我的好朋友。。。

或许我太直接
或许我太冲动
或许我不喜欢猜测对方的心
做朋友，做情侣，我仍然相信诚恳，坦白。
想说,我很喜欢这份友谊,不想毁掉 。。。

记得有人说过：
不管谁在你生命中停留过， 就算不久也应该珍惜，
因为你从来不知道大家能停 留多久。
每个人一生都得学习， 包括学习不痛。

命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默 
一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆 
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔 
放开了拳头 反而更自由 

我们在 告别的演唱会 说好不再见

我想写首 送给你的情歌
长镜头 越拉越远 越来越远 事隔好几年
我们在 怀念的演唱会 礼貌的吻别
陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
舍不得 心还热着 也该告一段落
还好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 静静的 相拥的河
永远 天长地久

Chapter 2 暂时画上句点
休息为了跑更长远的路。。。下次我会准备好的！

忍耐

我发现男人都很喜欢考女生的忍耐力。就只因为我们善良，我们愿挨，我们软弱，就有资格要我们无条件的参与你摆布的游戏吗？我好不容易才帮自己擦掉伤口里的沙，包扎好。。。试着走路。幸好有个好心人扶了我一把，走了一会儿，又放手了说有更重要的事等着他。
这样等下去很好玩吗？我真的快呼吸不了了。。。我不想把自己搞得那么累，那么可悲。我记得丽红对我说过：“何必把自己弄得伤痕累累的？” 是不是如果我不出声，你也不举一动？是不是如果我们什么也不做，你愿意让这段友情/感情/多情悄悄溜走？是不是如果我一字不提，你也可以当作是一场梦？是不是我做的一切是丢给墙壁作回应，而你做的是给你填补空档时间？
我现在一直压抑着的心情，我还没哭，还好还没到极点。

真的好人?

你的笑容 腼腆中打倒我

还不到一分钟 你早镇住了我

加快我 告白的冲动 

一阵莫名幸福深深撼动着

你笑着对我说 好人卡只配好朋友

这个时候 你送给我 好人卡哦！成了迷惑

你的喜欢 友情以上 恋人未满 没有答案

可是你说的喜欢 我知道不是爱上

我有很多话很想跟你讲 

我可以 为了你 坚定不移放逐我自己

因为我爱着你 因为我爱着你

我可以 惊天动地怒放向全世界宣誓

爱上你完美了一切

我可以 日日夜夜为你写首爱的诗句

因为我爱着你   因为我爱着你

多么想永远和你在一起

知道的谎言；不知道的事实

昨天我担心极了。。。心里真的很不安。我有一股冲动想奔回芙蓉。结果都没有，只是过程中，问太多，说太多，做太多。朋友会问我说，你觉得这样做会得到你想要的答案吗？我只能说，明知道是一个谎言，永远不会懂的事实，但是还是得问，来个了断。
只是事后，我后悔太冲动。现在好像涌太多，要好好给他吸收，要退后。我害怕经过这次的冲动会带来改变，我害怕经过这次，我白费了之前好好经营着的感情。。。。我害怕是我亲手毁了这段友情。或许以后可以回到当初。但是我不排除如果不是因为昨天的冲动，我们可能可以走得更远！

第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸 
有什么故事好想了解 我感觉我懂你的特别 
你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗 
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光  
就算你有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放  
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化 

我想说：原谅我的关心，我的出发点只因为你。