Edited Version

A good fren of mine gave me this brilliant idea!

Once upon a time,


I WONDER WHY...... (Del Shannon)
As I walk along I wonder what went wrong
I'm a-walkin' in the rain
Tears are fallin' and I feel the pain

BREAKING MY HEART.......(MLTR)

There is no excuse my friend

For breaking my heart again

This is where our journey ends

You're breaking my heart again

IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE....(Roxette)

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
I wake up lonely, in this air of silence

Now I learned,

 

FIGHTER.........(Christina)

Makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

Makes me that much wiser

Thanks for making me a fighter

 

 

 

 

 

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY.....(Fergie)

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone

I've gotta get move on with my life

Its time to be a big girl now

and BIG girls don't cry

 

 

 

you're not IRREPLACEABLE.....(Beyonce)

You must not know bout me

I can have another you by tomorrow

So don't you ever for a second

get to thinking you're irreplaceable

What happen next?......

 

 

 

LIFE GOES ON (Leann Rimes)

Its only gonna make me strong

Is my life before me and 

I know I can still go back

Life goes on

 

 

GOTTA BE SOMEBODY (Nickelback)

Coz nobody wants 2be the last one thr
Evryone wants 2feel like some1 cares
Somebody that feels the same
There's gotta be somebody for 

me out there

 

 

SINGLE LADIES.... (Beyonce)

All you single ladies

Now put your hands up

Up in da club  Just broke up

Doin my own lil thing

Ok, I'm gonna have to do my own things dy... Chiaw~

Mission Impossible vs Mission Failed!

那天还兴致勃勃要采取一个“拯救”行动。以为自己勇敢起来。其实我只是想给彼此一个机会。那么难做朋友噢？那么大个人了，面子这样重要吗？
幸好我早有做好心理准备，知道自己蛮天真，相信他是个好人。我尝试了，却没有回应。Ok,收工。。。我已经踏出那一步了，我不需要做到刮花自己的脸，跪在地上。当然一开始应该很多人都认为不用多此一举了吧！我是那种要做，做到底，不要留一丝后悔。事后有朋友问我死心了没？啊~ 其实啊，有什么好死心的？我只想尽我的能力挽回我觉得值得的友谊。那么事实证明我又再次看错人，那也是对自己的一个交代，和提醒自己，这段我以为很宝贵的友谊，其实经不起考验！没有试过又怎么知道原来那么脆弱？原来是一场游戏，一场梦？
有些友情随着时间改变了，我没有以前那么执著地想“为什么你变了”？只是每当我看见我们，我想告诉你，我内心酸了一下觉得可惜。。。每一年你我都会交换生日礼物，是因为我们还是知己，还是多年来成了习惯？我们已经没有共同的话题，只是还在找对白保持联络。当我知道你为了你爸去世的事多么难过，我想说谁会比我更了解那种不舍和伤痛？我第一时间奔回去，但发觉原来我能做的都已经不够了。然后也因为工作性质和居住的距离，心的距离也跟着遥远了。你喜欢黑咖啡，我爱加糖。一个Gap就是一个Gap。这是随着时间的流逝，再也补不回的空洞.

感动一个人,往往只需要一句话

一位教授每天早晨在街上散步,无论见到任何人, 总是热情地打一声招呼: [早安]
其中一个年轻人叫米勒,对这位教授的问候,起初反映冷漠。但这未曾改变教授对当地人民的热情。每天早晨他仍然给这个一脸冷漠的年轻人道一声早安。终于有一天,这个年轻人脱下帽子,也向教授道一声早安!
很多年以后的某一天,当地人民被一群土匪集中起来,有些是被指去枪毙了...当教授碰上这群土匪,他习惯地脱口而出:[早安]... 这时他们的指挥官站了出来,抬头一望,是米勒先生!米勒虽然一副严肃的脸，却禁不住还了一声问候：[早安]。就这样，教授被释放。。。
人其实是很容易被感动的。往往一声热情的问候，温馨的微笑，很可能让一个不相识的人走近你！
从前我也有过这样的一份感动。一句简单的问候足够点燃我的一天。

那男人对我说: 你脆弱

心很空 天很大 雲很重 我恨孤單 卻趕不走
捧著他的名字 他的喜怒哀樂 往前走 多久了

 

我脆弱 像泡沫碰泡沫 被戳破
像薄膜擠薄膜 快壓破
自信過 像蛋殼被輾過
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被揮霍

剩我一個人執著 又算什麼

他 漸漸忘了我 但是他並不曉得
遍體鱗傷的我 一天也沒再愛過

 一個人心中只有一個寶貝 久了之後 他變成了眼淚

那麼 為什麼是我 我真的脆弱
為什麼 我不覺得快樂 也不覺得難過
為什麼而活 愛又算什麼
好多假動作 我們都寂寞

What would you do?

The other day I went to watch the movie "Source Code"

# Its about a guy who became the government's experiment that enables him to live the final 8 minutes to find out who is responsible and prevent a bombing attack. #
He did ask, what would you do if you had one minute left?

Although, not many can really live like dat... but then I really think sometimes if we can think like dat, a lot of things can be done, a lot of question can be save asking, and a lot of "misunderstanding" can be understood!
If we dun have much time left, would you still consider if each other is over the dilemma situation, then only u start talking again?
Would you still consider to give each other time, time and more time?
Would u consider your reputation more important than your relationship? All aspect of r'ship, not just BG r'ship. Otherwise, all these are bullshit!!
If you have not much time left, you would have said "I love you" who cares if u failed, coz you may think I've got nothing to lose anymore.
If you have not much time left, you would have said "I'm sorry" whole hearted-ly, coz you may think you dun wanna end your journey with a single regret.
If you have not much time left, you would have said everything single word from your heart, coz you know there may never be a second chance.

So then why cant we live life this way? Coz we know we still have time? Then we're wasting it...
Coz we may turn out "paiseh"? Then we're not being honest to ourself and to that person.
Coz Asians dun usually talk that way...? Then why not?
In fact, even if u cant / dare not speak that way, you shud not despise if someone had the guts to talk to you that way...! Accept it with open mind. Sometimes just listen to what the girl have to say..she might just wanna tell u a simple message. As simple as the words she say.

Total Exclipse of the Heart

This few days, thank God for friends who still check if I'm alive...
I'm really much better in the sense i can still function normally. Only thing is that my mind is still constantly tinking. It kills me to know that the person is so close to you yet the heart is so distance. I keep tinking of many possibilities. But I guess, i'm just waiting for myself to be overwhelmed and then i will slowly slowly learn to let go. Guess that's my personality. When I fall ill I would oso take my time to rest, try to heal myself, try to see if I can handle it my own. Unlike my sister, one sound of cough, she's off to the doctor. She always say, faster see doctor, faster get well; faster get well, faster back to work. To me, I tot sickness will eventually heal... doctor is only there to help. So are my frens.. They are the ones making the healing process faster. The faster I get well, the faster I move on ...

Life - what comes and goes, nothing is permanent!

Big Big Girl

I can see the first leave fallin
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like de way I'm feeling inside

Outside it's now rainin
and tears are fallin from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing
If you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will miss you much
Miss you much......